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I'm looking for real love; ridiculous, heartwarming, uncontrollable, can't live without each other love. && he put his arms around me, ten minutes later and I can still feel his touch Sometimes, it's better to be alone, because then, you can't get hurt. Remind me not to think of you again & she plays the song over and over again. Just because it reminds her of him. && in the end ... i want to be standing at the beginning with you <3 i want a boy to come up behind me & grab my waist just to catch me off guard & whisper in my ear [baby, i love you] because nobody understands me & what ive been thru & the things ive seen, N0 0NE ever will.. i guess, im just the complicated type <3 If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wanders. . <3 & I don’t wanna lose what we could've had over this. Come on, I dare you. Try to lie to me with a straight face Try to scare my heart out of this place. I bet you can't do it. I bet you're too scared. You're too scared I'll cry, but you know what..im not going to, because this is goodbye. Sometimes you have to take a step back to see what's really going on. Maybe that's what we both really need to do right now..find our balance again. you'll never know what it's like to be me to spend half your day being someone your not.. & then going home to be something you never intended to be. </3 We spend most of our time talking about nothing, but I just want to let you know that all those nothings have meant so much more to me than so many somethings. someday someone's going to come along and put the pieces of my heart back together. I'm just worried about the one little piece that they're not going to be able to find, the one that -makes the puzzle complete-, the one that you took the day you walked away. i could read you the sweetest love poem. i could write you the longest love letter. i could sing you the most beautiful love song. but i'll just say I LOVE YOU before i felt your presence everywhere i held tight to my precious safety, but now that you've infected me with part of your life, mine will never be the same. and everywhere i looked was an empty chair where you could've been sitting or an empty doorway where you could've been standing ignorant people talk about people. average people talk about events or places. smart people talk about ideas look at all those movie stars. they're all so beautiful and clean. when the housemaids scrub the floors they get the spaces in between. i wanna live a life like that. i wanna be just like a king. take my picture by the pool cuz i'm the next big thing sitting on the bed and i'm lying wide awake. there's demons in my head and its more than i can take. i think i'm on the run but i think its kinda weak. i said all i know is i gotta get away from me shot through the heart and you're to blame.. darling, you give love a bad name. would you find it in your heart to make this go away & let me rest in pieces I wanna be like those girls in the movies;; To have a man so in love it makes him drop to his knees. She's even on his mind while he's asleep at night. 'Cause that's the feeling you've given me. Do everything you wanna do in life. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late. Go ahead, Hurt me, Break me, Ruin my life, I'm used to It by now. she wanted to forget her past, one day she was on the beach .. & the bottle came crashing back no one can forget their past they just have to move one <|3 but when i say <3 let's keep in touch i really mean that i wish that you'd grow up this is the first song for your mix * tape its short .. just like your temper but some what golden like the afternoons we used to spend together before you got too cool feel like i dont know myself anymore why cant things be like they were before? You'll always be a part of me You're my guardian angel now I know you'll always be there Watching over me, no matter what..<3 You'll never know the things you've done for me I look at your picture everyday Thinking about all the things I wish I could say If only you knew how I felt about you... I don't want to grow up I don't want to get older I don't want to face the world on my own I don't want to have my heart broken I don't want to leave my friends... I just want to go back to the days where nothing mattered... I'm sorry I can't be the one you're looking for I'm sorry I can't be the one you love I'm sorry I can't be the one you want I'm sorry I can't be the one you need I'm sorry I can't be perfect, perfect for you So let me be _ your blade i'll be the dullest i can be that way when you cut you won't have scars just the memories of me <3 I’m that star up in the sky I’m that moutain deep up high. Hey you made it I’m the worlds greatest I’m that little bit of hope in my backs against the rope I can feel it, I’m the worlds greatest. screw the rail _ & grind on the skater <3 without you, my yesterdays wouldn't be worth remembering and i couldn't look forward to tomorrow all i need is some ice cream & a hug * and i foget all about my problems when i think of you _ i can't stop smiling <3 i hear sound echo in the emptiness all around but you can't change this loneliness look what you've found ; i've fallen down </3 and she truly did love him, and he truly never cared pretending that i'm ok is better than letting it show beacuse the questions that they want to know remind me of the reasons for my pain and their sympathy & fakeness are the same call me out _ you stayed inside one you love ---> is where you hide shot me down as i flew by crash & burn _ i think sometimes you forget where the heart is The day i met you my life changed the way you make me feel is hard to explain. You make me smile in a special kind of way. You make me fall deeper for you everyday and when i look into your eyes i know it's true there's no one else in the world for me but you< I mean, there are times when you have no clue what to say to someone, no clue how to end their pain, but to give them a hug, it doesnt take away the pain, doesnt make the problem go away, but it gives them this little ounce of hope, that makes it all okay..just for one moment.. That thing, that moment when you kiss someone everything becomes hazy, and the only thing in focus is you and this person. And you realize that that person is the only person you are supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift, and you wanna laugh and you wanna cry because you feel so lucky you have found it I cant keep on giving, go on living with the way things are. So I'm gonna walk away and it's up to you to say, how far. how could i resist? you looked straight into my eyes and told me that this time would be different. and it was... this time it only took 5 days without a phone call, 4 torn pictures and 3 words that you never said to realize it. i said "that boys handsome" & a little bit of me wanted to just be beautiful <333 Dont you want to sit back and kiss me like those actors kiss in the movies? The passion is gone, our love was like embers from a fire ; GlOwInG at first, but so quickly burning and & flying away. What a perfect crime. If I stole your heart And you stole mine___<3 am i mad at you? that`s your main concern after shattering my whole world? mad for what? for breaking my heart? all the lies? maybe for letting me put all my trust in you.. only to betray the decency to tell me to my face? how about the fact that you didn`t even care. the way you think it`s crazy that i`m crying over it.. cause you think breaking up is no big deal? am i mad? no. more like crushed. did i ever even really know you? I'm scared that i'm going to end up alone I'm scared that i'm always going to be the friend, someone's sister, or "confident". Never quite someone's everything.. Mostly im scared that im never going to m e e t another Guy that i'll love as much as I L o v e Y o u you think you know me..you think you know everything. Like you can read my heart & soul or something ..well guess what. You thought wrong. Ive been through heartache too many times. The puffiness of my eyes from crying is gone; but the scars on my heart remain.I know seeing is believing but trust me on this one; im hurting. & im sorry for the things i said. i just want to be us again. tell me one reason why i should give up on you. i struggled throguh tears fights and broken hearts. im not giving up this time. being in and out of L0VE is betterr than not being in L0VE<33 maybe the star i been wishing on wasnt so lucky afterall </3 youu make me smile to it's fullest.. but it still seems like that person is still missing.. i`m done with the tears i`m wiping my eyes if he doesn’t give care then why should i? & it just happened. no discussion needed. we just both knew that very moment we wanted to be together <3 everyone has a weakness, i happen to have two -- your voice and your smile ... see baby, this is our problem. i care too much, and you.. well..you couldnt care less. I realize now that it's over. That there's no point. That there's no chance. I know all this and yet, i still have hope that you'll come back to me. It's that hope that is slowly killing me. I am a poet writing of my pain. I am a person living a life of shame. I am you daughter hiding her depression I am your sister making a good impression. I am your friend acting like I'm fine I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine. I am a girl who thinks of suicide I am a teenager pushing her tears aside. I am a student who doesn't have a clue I am the girl sitting next to you. I am the one asking you to care I am your best friend hoping you'll be there I felt like i had to get out of there because i might really care about you, & it scared me so much because that really meant that you could hurt me. & maybe i didn't feel ready to like someone that much you're so afraid to continue what we have, you know something's there, you feel just as much as i do when you touch me, you like it just as much as i do when you kiss me, it's just you're pulling away now because you know that if you don't pull away soon, you might find yourself falling in love & i don't think you're prepared for that.. rule number one of love: you can never be "just friends" with someone that you`re in love with. i love those fake little fights we have when we're together . . because i know that if i walk - away, you'll come after me remember when friends didn`t lie to you, and the worst thing anyone EVER called you was a meanie; remmeber when you were judged on how nice you were; and how you only wanted to hear i love you from your mom? well now.. friends barely tell you the truth and girls will call you tons of things that will make you want to break down and cry; now you`re judged on how expensive your clothes are and you`d give up every single time your mom ever told you how she loved you; just to hear him say it just one more time.. Torn between two. Who would you chose? the one that you love... or the one that loves you? truth is I never got over you and i never will because you were my first true love... <3 and you still are As long as we have memories yesterday remains As long as we have hope tomorrow awaits As long as we have love today is beautiful There were many ways of breaking a heart. Stories were full of hearts being broken by love, but what really broke a heart was taking away its dream..whatever that dream might be.. </3 when your throat starts to clench & tingle & your heart gets so warm the heat travels through your body, when your stomach starts to feel those unforgiving butterflies that spark the instant flow of tears. that's the worst pain you'll ever feel. that is your heart breaking..</3 LiFE iS LiKE RiDiNG Y0UR BiKE, Y0U S0METiMES JUST CRUiSE & NEVER GET TiRED, BUT S0METiMES Y0U JUST G0 S0 FAST & GET S0 TiRED..Y0U SL0W D0WN.. BUT 0NLY THE SL0WiNG D0ESN'T ST0P THE BiGGEST HUG, THE SWEETEST KiSS, THE CUTEST QU0TE, THE NiCEST THiNG EVER SAiD, THE M0ST MEANiNGFUL S0NG EVER LiSTENED T0, THE PRETTiEST SUNSET EVER SEEN, THE M0ST BEAUTiFUL LET D0WN EVER T0 BE LET D0WN 0F, THE HAPPiEST PERS0N EVER T0 LiVE.. N0NE 0F THESE THiNGS C0MPARE T0 WHEN i TAKE JUST 0NE L00K iN Y0UR EYES.. <3 maybe i'm amazed at the way you love me all the time, maybe i'm afraid of the way i love you, maybe i'm amazed at the way you pull me out of time & hung me on a line, maybe i'm afraid of the way i really do need you.. <3 Were your fingers crossed…when you said I love you? everyone thinks she is so beautiful. they have no idea that every night she cries for the one person that doesn’t</3 You look. He looks. You walk away wondering if your look had the same affect on him that his did on you. hi is such a small word, but from the right person it can mean everything To put it nicely, I hope you choke You can’t get to my head, can’t be my safety net Maybe I’m amazed at the way you love me all the time. Maybe I’m afraid of the way I love you. Maybe I’m amazed at the way you pull me out of time and hung me on a line. Maybe I’m afraid of the way I really do need you. Can I lie in your bed all day? I can be your best kept secret, and your biggest mistake. Take a risk. Take the fall. If it’s meant to be, then it’s worth the fall. I want a boy that I can be myself around… that I can goof off in front of; that I can ask stupid questions and not be laughed at, but with. I want a boy who would drive out of his way to get me, and when we don’t even leave together, he wouldn’t even car because he at least got to see me. I want a boy that I couldn’t get mad at; that I couldn’t even pretend I was mad at because he would make me smile every time. I want a boy that would be there for me no matter what. And I had a boy that I could be my total, ditzy self in front of and not be afraid of what he thought. I had a boy that would drive on freaking empty to be with me. I had a boy and I couldn’t get mad at him. Not once. I couldn’t even pretend, because he would look at me and I’d fall for him all over. I had a boy that was there for me, anytime. And now, I miss that boy with all there is left. There won’t be another boy like him. That won’t care whether or not I should’ve been a blonde. That would just want to hang out with me everyday. I miss that boy that was impossible to be mad at… whose smile would keep me wanting more. I am in love with this boy.

   

   

   

 

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